The Misuses of Light of the 12 lines of the Clock
Sometimes, we do not pass our test and we misuse the light. This is one of the ways we make karma. For example, if you are on the twelve o'clock line for the year, you will be initiated on power and dealing with the records of criticism, condemnation and judgment. The first month is also charted on the twelve o'clock line so you can anticipate the cycling back of the records of past misuses of power. The test is to either increase the momentum of power through the right use of this energy or to continue "indulging that condemnation as it cycles back"4 for transmutation. The choice is up to us.
Misuses of the light of God manifest on the Cosmic Clock in the following ways.
Twelve o'clock line: The misuses of God-Power are criticism, condemnation, and judgment.
One o'clock line: The misuses of God-Love are hatred and mild dislike.
Two o'clock line: The misuses of God-Mastery are doubt, fear, human questioning and records of death.
Three o'clock line: The misuses of God-Control involve conceit, deceit, arrogance, and ego.
Four o'clock line: The misuses of God-Obedience are disobedience, stubbornness, and defiance of the Law.
Five o'clock line: The misuses of God-Wisdom include envy, jealousy, ignorance of the law, and spiritual blindness.
Six o'clock line: The misuses of God-Harmony are indecision, self-pity, and self-justification.
Seven o'clock line: The misuses of God-Gratitude involve ingratitude, thoughtlessness, and spiritual blindness.
Eight o'clock line: The misuses of God-Justice are injustice, frustration, and anxiety.
Nine o'clock line: The misuses of God-Reality are dishonesty, intrigue, and treachery.
Ten o'clock line: The misuses of God-Vision involve selfishness, self-love, and idolatry.
Eleven o'clock line: The misuses of God-Victory are resentment, revenge, and retaliation.
